fancy Shmanzy new header!

I would just like to thank the lovely natalie wells for my new and beautiful new blog header. She's quite the arTIST if I do say so myself.

I think it's lovely!

THanks bestie!

things i hate...

Ok... there's really only one thing I was planning on writing....

But I hate it when being around people gives you the sensation of wanting to throw up.

It's really the worst.

Especially when they used to make you feel like you were the most amazing person on the planet....

now.... things that I love....

Big gulps that make you feel better. kind of ;D

Sometimes I listen to music....

I promise I'm not a totally emo dramatic kid. I really do smile. Ha. I really do feel happy in life! Ha, but.. Natalie showed me this tonight and...

This song is nice. Still working on this last verse... But I'll get there. And I like it!

"Beautiful"

I was so unique

Now I feel skin deep

I count on the make-up to cover it all

Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention

I thought I could be strong

But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?

I'm dying for new life

[Chorus]

I want to be beautiful

Make you stand in awe

Look inside my heart,

and be amazed

I want to hear you say

Who I am is quite enough

Just want to be worthy of love

And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me

Fighting to make the mirror happy

Trying to find whatever is missing

Won't you help me back to glory

[Chorus]

You make me beautiful

You make me stand in awe

You step inside my heart, and I am amazed

I love to hear You say

Who I am is quite enough

You make me worthy of love and beautiful

if you're having a bad day.... WATCH THIS!!!!

NEW HEADSHOT!

This is what I do during finals week...

find pictures like THIS on the internet....

give myself the DARK MARK

and make lots and lots of baby cupcakes.... life's good!

best quote of the day!!!

"BE CAREFUL! IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO THIS PROFILE, IT WILL BE THE END OF MY FILM CAREER!!!!!"

"..you don't have a film career..."

"I'M TOO EFFING GOOD TO HAVE A FILM CAREER!"

Living is easy when you keep your eyes closed.

sometimes people take pictures of me.

some of the 40's shoot proofs! pretty cool huh? just wait till they're all touched up!

SHARK WEEK!!!... my favorite week of all

THIS SHARK IS DEFINITELY REAL. BELIEVE IT.
.....troy swims with these big ones! you brave man you.

Terrifying....sometimes pretty... sometimes not.... kills small seals from time to time....we both have a theme song that plays when we walk into a room... . one time in six grade I lost like three teeth eating an apple.....

sharks and I are incredibly similar.